Tuesday, June 27, 2006

I'm sure there is a reason

I feel that even though this is a very personal post it's something that I need to do and let people know what's going on.

Last week was a very hard week for me. We found out some very exciting news (I'm pregnent) only to have it all crash down (I miscarried).

We've been trying to get pregnent for almost three years now and this is the first time that we have had a positive on a pregnency test. It was also the first time I was on Chlomide.

The good news is we got pregnent. It's something that I've worried would never happen for us. So when we feel that we are ready to take that step again; then we will start trying again. I'm sad but at the same time I just have to remind myself that (a) it happens to alot of people (b) it actually worked so it may work again (c) it's better to happen now when I was only 5-6 weeks along then later.

So that's my news the good and the bad.

Thanks for listening, and now that I've gotten that off my chest I can get back to the regular scheduled blogging... lol.

7 comments:

Loralee Choate said...

I have a friend, on Chlomid who has been trying for 3 years as well with no luck and she lost an etopic pregancy 4 days ago. She listed almost exactly the same feelings you just did. My sympathies to you.

Spookz said...

Im so sorry sweety, it made me cry little miss told me how much that ment to you, but it will all work out and in the mean time you have abby. rember you have friends that love you like me and little miss and the lord loves you

LoriLoo310 said...

I'm so sorry about your loss. No matter how far along you were, it's heartbreaking.

But, to give you some hope: my sister got pregnant while on Chlomid and has two healthy babies. I know things will work out for you. We're all here to listen and offer support.

Anonymous said...

wow... so sorry to hear about your problems... but, like you said, the good news is that you did get pregnant. take heart. you're still young. good luck.

Cupcake Blonde said...

I am so sorry for you. It's hard to lose a baby no matter how far along. I will pray really hard that your miracle will happen again and will be a safe and successful prgnancy.

LITTLE MISS said...

I love you tons. I know all the "right things" to say, but you know them already.

I'm proud of you for your grace and strength. You are amazing.

hollibobolli said...

Honey, I'm so sorry for you. I know people will say everything happens for a reason, which is true - but it won't help a broken heart.. only time will do that. I went through years of fertility issues.. if you would like to hear about them - I now have your email address (hee hee). BUT, with all the mess that are my reproductive organs, it did happen when it was part of God's plan.. and it will happen for you too. I just know it. In the meantime.. hugs, hugs, hugs and more hugs.